I started part one of this story with the intent of finally getting the whole story out there, after all the reason this blog exists is for me to describe the events that led me here in life right? After starting part 1 I found it incredibly difficult to type. It took me darn near 3 days to pump out the two paragraphs that i did type, and now I expect myself to bang out parts 2 and eventually 3? So I have come up with an idea I hope works. I am going to complete the last 2 chapters of my depressing tale...and then make that the conclusion of this blog. It is time for a change, one that is positive and infinitely more creative than dwelling on my bad decisions. I have much more interesting, funny, and uplifting things to say and once the third chapter is complete I will tell those. I may not get the forgiveness I seek from others, but I can try and forgive myself. I am done moarning, I am tired of being punished for mistakes I learned from, its time to put that knowledge to work and continue on. Part 2 is on its way but I have made a choice to leave the past in the past....
Its time for a change gosh darnit.
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